Make a Name

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Bimmy Beans is not my lover
She's just a pea who claims that I am the pod (oh, baby)
But the dirt is not my sod (hoo)

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Barbara Aran

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archetypical sadboi

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Mary Crimbus

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Edd Yahemi

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Rosette Patten

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Kagora

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Lesshu

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Super Schizoid Sisters
Broken Radar
Water Color
Fine Detail
Command of Mind Equates to Love
Cracked Heaven to Pieces

Chapter names for the story I'll probably never make

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  i'm intruiged

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A few years ago during the later part of covid I would have these scenes come to me and I would try and write them down before I forgot them. Real being struck by the muse type thing. I would later try and put them together into some sort of cohesive narrative. I sort of left it in this state of notes strung together without turning it into something because I found engaging with it sort of disturbing. I ended up taking all of the notes, scanning them then used them as a backdrop for an image.



I'm pretty meh on it now as it uses an ai asset (🤮) from when a lot of what I used were assets from other things heavily distorted for glitch art. I give a 3 min showing of what it is here if you're bored/curious

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the part ~16:30 about writing stuff down randomly hits me pretty hard. most of the brain garbage thread stuff over the past year was stuff i had written down on pieces of paper that i thought of while i was working or something. i don't have an active project right now so i feel like i'm stagnant on that, no writing right now.

i miss having actual muse moments, i've felt pretty blank for awhile. stuff still happens, but not like it used to.

anyway, this is super good and i'm always down 2 look at your art, or talk about art, anytime. if i'm awake

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FWIW, I don't begrudge anybody who was fascinated by image generation in the early DALLE era when the stuff was novel and barely holding together.

I like the last piece you went over in that video where you used some video editing and gif optimization software to produce some stuff -- very resourceful.

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the part ~16:30 about writing stuff down randomly hits me pretty hard. most of the brain garbage thread stuff over the past year was stuff i had written down on pieces of paper that i thought of while i was working or something. i don't have an active project right now so i feel like i'm stagnant on that, no writing right now.

i miss having actual muse moments, i've felt pretty blank for awhile. stuff still happens, but not like it used to.

anyway, this is super good and i'm always down 2 look at your art, or talk about art, anytime. if i'm awake

I don't tend to have them as much as I use to and they mostly stopped after a year or so after I moved and went through some relationships ending. I get the sense I could try and relax to let things happen again but I'm warry of what might happen give how distressing I find some of my work.

and thanks  I'll definitely take you up on that